Planning to Move

I've been putting it off for a few years now. I've been stuck in the Bible Belt for so long that sweet tea and grits have become a way of life. I have finally thrown off the initial fear of moving to another new place and started telling people. I have also started experiencing the meltdowns that I had last year when I tried to move. I kept feeling like I would never have enough money, job prospects, time, support to go. This stuff beat me down so badly last year that I couldn't get it together to leave. It has come to a head with the realization that the idea of leaving makes me freak out but the idea of staying terrifies me. I've started this blog as a means of dealing with the freak outs that will periodically occur.